1. Anonymous asked: have you ever ruined music by attaching it to someone?

    drewmartin:

    i’ve not been able to ruin music by attaching it to someone since i was in jr. high. certain music takes me back to certain times in my life and i get reminiscent feelings, but no one person or thing can ruin any music for me. music is so much more than that. people and the interactions i have with them can’t fuck with it. it’s one of the few concrete things in my life i can rely on.

    but let me elaborate a bit more:

    music has TOTALLY ruined [certain] people for me.

    there are things i’ve realized through songs that i could never have thought of alone or without someone severely shattering my reality. but these realizations are usually for the better.


    i guess, for some reason, if the sentiments are put into song, i’m way more likely to actually comprehend and be interested in what there is to be said. i’m an arrogant being so, a lot of the time, i just don’t give a fuck what people think or say. but a song can hammer an issue home and humble me or totally empower me to say “fuck [these] people.”

    i dunno, dude. music is fucking powerful.

     

  2. Anonymous asked: have you ever ruined music by attaching it to someone?

    i’ve not been able to ruin music by attaching it to someone since i was in jr. high. certain music takes me back to certain times in my life and i get reminiscent feelings, but no one person or thing can ruin any music for me. music is so much more than that. people and the interactions i have with them can’t fuck with it. it’s one of the few concrete things in my life i can rely on.

     

  3. glittorus said: Wow anon, that was harsh. We all have character flaws and shit to work through, just because you can’t understand why Drew doesn’t ‘have it together’ doesn’t mean that you have the right to criticize him for it, geez.

    and who the fuck can even 100% tell me what the definition of “having my shit together” or a “normal life” is? not one soul. everyone has an opinion, but you can only know the definition of that for yourself and no one else. if i found out who wrote that shit, i’m sure i’d feel they didn’t have their shit together either. everyone has an opinion. and if you’re going to be a dick about it, at least nut up and come off anon.

     

  4. It’s becoming more and more blatantly apparent that everyone has their own reality.

     

  5. Also, anon: if you’re tired of reading or seeing anything on this blog, do us both a favor and stop following me.

     

  6. p.s. i just want to eat without feeling like vomiting the moment it gets down. my mind is a natural ipecac.

     

  7. i just want someone…

    someone who will let me cry on their shoulder until their shirt is more drenched than if they took a year long shower fully clothed.

    someone who will listen. just listen. who won’t patronize me. and who won’t give me advice until i ask for it.

    someone who can explain things where i understand them so my over-rationalization of things doesn’t shoot me into defense mode.

    and someone to hold me. no words. just a strong, warm embrace that reminds me that i’m cared for and loved.

    i’ll even hold them too. to have something to keep me afloat.

    i’m drowning.

    i mean, i think i matter.

    but can someone just PLEASE prove that to me?

     

  8. Overwhelmed. Can’t do it all. Something please save me

     

  9. I’m trying to live like I’m in college again and my body can’t handle it

     
  10. GPOY

    (Source: humorstop, via twatsaint)

     

  11. always bummed when i can’t work out a show for a rad band…

     

  12. poopflow:

    people who dry swallow pills go hard as hell and should not be fucked with

    YA TRICK! I GO HARD AS FUCK! DRY SWALLOW PILLS ERRYDAY!!!

    (via twatsaint)

     

  13. I’m convinced that anything less than whole milk is just opaque water.

     

  14. honestly at this point it would be nice to even interlock fucking pinkies with a girl. i just need some romantically based physical interaction…

     

  15. do i want someone to love me, fuck me, or a combination of the two?